who am i.

sorry i haven't updated my blog since ever.

i've been busy with school lately.

and friends.

and people around me are suffocating me.

privacy is never mine anymore,
love is forever gone,
friends are no where to be found.

wow.

i am sooo fucking lonely.

i don't have friends whatsoever.

who am i?

i've lost so many battles.

what else haven't been done?

i love you.
i need you.

you're the only thing i need.

eventho i don't say it a lot,

but the less i say it,
the more i need you.

please come back.

i love you.

please turn around and tell me you love me, still.

wah, berkarat aku.

katil empuk

banyaknye blog maki orang?
titibe je?

semuenye berbekalkan info2 koman.
ape maksud aku?

semue cakap perempuan ni dah barai.
kalau lelaki ckp die penipu lah ke ape2,

kesian pun ade.

yg dimalukan tu lagilah! haha
kalau aku, PANAS WEH! haha jk jk


aku ade kawan baru *kelip kelip mate

annoying gila babi
serious cakap

suke buat lawak out dated. -_-

banciiiii
benciiiii

i'm married to Johnny Depp

tengok sape tiru coldplay :p

tak ke same tu? cume die base hitam je. hahaha lawak ah.

i seriously cannot wait for the alice in wonderland movie. :))))
super freakin excited like hell yeah.
haha
but i'm not sure i can go to see it or not on the 10th jan :(
pity meeee :((

remember edaward scissorhands? haha
i never tot it was johnny depp. hehe
i miss dis movie,
how come its not showing on hbo anymore? hoho

oh look at those sexy mysterious eyes.
makes me wanna, humppahh!! haha

he should b given the sexiest guy of the year.

hehe

oh chris martin. dont let me start x)
haha

the whole coldplay 'team' is sexy and all of em are married.
haha
i didnt know guy berryman was married,
but then rudy o told me that he has a child.
divorced, too, i guesS? hoho

adam lambert is super sexy in his vid clip for your entertainment.
i just dont get the fact that people kept commenting on that vid about his status on being gay.
i was like,
'doesn't mean he's gay, he couldn't have tha chance to shine.'
u know, if people knew that he's gay even b4 he was a finalist,
i'm guessing that he wouldn't be here, rite? haha

his hair is AWESOME! :D

sejuta ringgit

you complete my heart,
it's like you're the singer to my harp.

familiar,
but i did it myself.
shut up.
i am cheesy, so what.

just kill me

i am so sad.
i feel so hurt.

how come when i feel love,
it goes away.

people are all leaving me.

oh God, what's happening..

i can't stand being miserable all the time.

i wish someone could understand.

i just can't forget him.

it feels so bad.

it's like a sword through your chest and head,
and you can't even breath anymore.
but you still can see what's going on.

what did i do to deserve this?

how come no one loves me?

how come everybody is leaving me this moment of time?

i need some one by my side so bad.

all i have is my cat.

am i goin to die when i'm 60 & single with 63 cats?

i wish not.

i love him,

he made me so happy.

but why?

why me?

my sisters are all not with me anymore.
they went study and shits.

my parents?
who r u kidding?

they're so freakin bz.
mayb not.

but, what do u xpect?
tellin my parents about my problems?
r u psyched or something?

i see people,
all in love.

i see people,
kissing, madly in love.

i see people,
living life like ever.

i don't know what i'm missing,
i don't know what i'm feeling.

it just hurts so bad that it just,
feels so torturing.

why, man, why?

u mean the world to me.

my sisters meant the whole universe to me.

friends? i don't have any.
sad, but true.

since i'm here,
my life just suffers.

no friends,
no sisters.

what's happening?
what's goin on?


help me.
send me a person,
or maybe a thing that would listen.
i couldn't handle this anymore.
help meee...

i even talk to myself.
i sing to myself.
i cried.
i sulk.
all by myself.

i'm sad, i'm miserable,
i'm tired, i'm useless.


call me ungrateful,
call me a fool,
i don't care,
as long as i'm not a miserable one anymore.


2010 is a fucker,
bring me a lighter,
i want to be a smoker.

i'm just a girl behind a smile.