a 'few' things that u should know about me

i hate this post. i deleted it. yeap, i just went through my blog.

reading ur own blog is... awkward.

am so tired

hey.
it's 5 in the morning.
i can't sleep again.

i got that dream again.
it was so scary.
hell of a shit.

i don't wanna go back to sleep ever again

babi kunting mencodol

i knew it. i just knew it. FUCKER

what have i done

these things are killing me.
massively eating the inside of me.
----
these little things in life that u think its okay to tell sometimes,
but it will kill u somehow, someday.
----
those little stories that had made u now,
those little stories about childhood,
but sometimes, some people do not want to talk about it, AT ALL.
----

i ain't in ur shoes, and u ain't in mine.
so keep ur shoes tight,
cuz it gonna b a hell of a ride.

//

I NEED A REST-

talented people

hey there.
i saw this person from MySpace, n i read these from his page

I have a fear of rejection
But you wont see it in my projection
Arrogance is my biggest fault
But its the thing i hate most of all
But maybe im just, crazy and grew up too fast

esok kalau tidak hujan
aku ingin jumpa dengan kau
esok kalau tidak panas
aku ingin peluk kau
esok kalau tidak ribut
aku mahu bersama kau
sayang! mari kita lihat pelangi

"beritahu aku, atas sebab apa kau suka aku?"
"banyak lagi yang punya bintang-bintang."
"ini bukan tentang siapa yang punya bintang."
"ini tentang bagaimana kau melihat bintang itu."
"sekarang beritahu aku, apa yang kau lihat pada bintang di atas itu"
"aku lihat kamu."

Aku tak tipu
bila aku kata aku pemalu
kau tanya gitar aku-
waktu aku berkenan ke dia awal dulu
aku curi pandang saja cermin kedai itu
tiap kali lalu
walhal boleh aku cuba-cuba sentuh
tapi dasar aku daun semalu.

i dont know whether he's the one created it or what, but i'm very sure that i do not just like it, i love it, gud work, dude!

& as i was saying, i knew this blog last year, his name is megat eusof i guess..
but i cant find for his blog anymore hihi
he's a freelancer i guess. i dont know.

n this particular guy named mitchell davis. he's a youtuber, by the name of livelavalive,
he's sooo cool.
u can go to his youtube
http://www.youtube.com/livelavalive
he's funny n artistic 4 sureeeeee!
n he's the one who's withthe idea of making a post it monster ;)


so far, i've never met an artistic lady/girl/woman, usually women just brag they're artistic n stuff, padahal takdelah artistic mane, well, that's what i think
(eventho i am a lady too) haha

i wish i can be like megat n mitchell davis when i grow up. i wanna b like them , n have artworks thatmy mum n dad would be proud of. :)